tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81997175751065985882024-03-19T13:52:08.988-07:00Kick, Push, CoastRandom rants, raves, and general writing.Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.comBlogger39125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-53506061542870774052016-05-07T15:02:00.001-07:002016-05-07T15:03:37.706-07:00Happiness<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I open my eyes and look around</div>
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This bright and shiny room</div>
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I am careful not to make a sound</div>
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It is as quiet as a tomb</div>
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Moving along and looking ahead</div>
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Haunted by the past</div>
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I dreamt that I was cut and bled</div>
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I need to make this moment last. </div>
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Anxious to not waste my time</div>
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Sometimes a song will make me cry</div>
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Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-46110363783976059912012-11-25T14:45:00.001-08:002012-11-25T14:45:39.572-08:00Winter Blues<br />
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time of year again. Two months ago we were enjoying summer-like weather, but
overnight it changed. Now there has been 3 weeks of rain, clouds, and dark days.
Presently, I am appreciating it. Lying in bed listening to the rain, staying in
and getting some game time in, reading, exercising, hot tea and winter recipes...
They’re all things that I enjoy about winter.
Soon, however, the fatigue will sink in. Usually a couple of weeks
before Christmas, I start to drag myself around. A few years ago I ended up at
the doctor for a myriad of tests, insisting that there was something seriously
wrong with me. Thank goodness, there was nothing. After last year, I finally
relinquished denial and realized that I suffer from SAD. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Everyone’s symptoms of SAD
will vary. I become exhausted. On Groundhog day 2012 (February 2<sup>nd</sup>)
I finally realized that SAD applies to me. I don’t think it was epically sunny
or anything, but I suddenly had my energy back! I was at work, and I caught
myself singing. I became more talkative and noticed an increase in general
willingness to complete my daily tasks. Although I didn’t feel depressed in the
winter, I did find myself feeling more positive, and my customer service skills
were being put into full use. I was so
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">After that, of course, I
had to incessantly read on the internet about SAD. I wanted a sure answer for
what caused it. Unfortunately, there is no such thing, just a variety of hypotheses. Lack of sunlight is obviously has something
to do with it, but weather its affecting the chemical balance of our brains,
the body’s natural clock, hormone production and distribution, or if it’s just
a natural genetic tendency to hibernate in the winter is yet to be determined. I did find it strange that I snapped out of
in February, even though the weather had not improved much. This got me thinking about my own theories
involving gravity, sun distance, and moon cycles, but I am not informed enough
to even touch on that!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">This year, I decided to
take action. I have not bought a light-therapy device yet (more research to be
done on that), but I started taking Vitamin D earlier this year. I changed job
locations, allowing me to have more time to myself instead of commuting to and
from the office, I started to work out and train myself to run. I focus on eating fairly well and taking
multi vitamins, and I started to practice relaxation, specifically <a href="https://www.facebook.com/relax.with.andrew.johnson/app_229725180402672">these apps</a> that I discovered on the Iphone. I hope these measures offer some relief, and I
will let everyone know in February how it went!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-37152376302841963882012-11-14T13:02:00.001-08:002012-11-15T19:34:37.054-08:00More Instagram!Hey Everyone!<br />
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I know that Instagram is old and that everyone is already doing it. I also know that it isn't "real" photography.. I mean, how can it be? I take all the pictures with my Iphone! I do think, however, that one does require and artistic eye in order to decide which pictures to take and "Instagram", and I couldn't resist but to join the hordes of people that post doctored photos on Facebook! Here is a few more pictures that I have taken recently while out and about in Portland Oregon. Oh, and yes, for those who don't already know, I am one of those people that takes a picture of everything I eat. I tend to not Instagram those though; they go into my "Lunch" album on Facebook. <br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Yummy lattes (and Crepes) at <a href="https://plus.google.com/116498061688250138973/about?gl=us&hl=en">Vivace</a></td></tr>
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<br />Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-89987508472553112172012-11-04T14:59:00.000-08:002012-11-15T19:35:03.869-08:00Right Back at It!<br />
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt;">Hello to all my friends,
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt;">No, I haven’t given up on
blogging. I know that it seems that I have because it’s been many many months. Now here are the excuses: ok, I have no
excuses. Sure, there are busy times, but none more than before when I seemed to
find the time to blog. The truth is, I was uninspired. I don’t know why, I just
was. That being said, I was passive in attempting to recapture inspiration. I
found myself more interested in photos than writing, and caught up in my daily
routines. Honestly, I was feeling a little negative for a bit, but a couple
minor changes has helped me veer towards the positive again. Nothing serious, just a mundane routine and
lack of healthy choices, but those little things can really tire you out over
time. Anyways, for those that still click on my page, thanks, and I’m back,
Baby!!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-70277560325355638822012-04-02T12:27:00.000-07:002012-04-02T12:27:20.437-07:00Oh, What a Beautiful Morning!<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Oh Monday mornings. Personally, as I explained <a href="http://stephblizzack.blogspot.ca/2011/04/training-with-general-public.html">here</a>, I am not a morning person on any day. I would even have trouble with a 10 am wake up time. Mondays, however, are somehow worse. Perhaps it is because I sleep in on the weekends, and my body would like to stick to the new, more favorable schedule. It could be from the lack of proper nutrition (I eat pretty much whatever I want on the weekends, within reason), or it could be the fact that I have to wait a whole five days before being granted the freedom to do whatever I want again. All I know for certain is that when my alarm goes off at 6:19am on Monday, I have to try not to cry. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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A doughnut doesn’t count. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; tab-stops: list .5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">2)<span style="font: 7pt 'Times New Roman';"> </span></span></span><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Think about something in life that makes you happy. Aside from food, there is usually something enjoyable happening in life. Whether it is plans for the next weekend, a special someone, a highly anticipated movie or TV show, or even just a sunny day. Focus on that. The minute your mind wanders from that, get up and busy yourself with the morning routine. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; tab-stops: list .5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">3)<span style="font: 7pt 'Times New Roman';"> </span></span></span><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Ignore your stress for a moment. Sometimes we have stressful things happening in our lives and of course our minds will be preoccupied with these issues. Save them for later. The day is long, and you will have plenty of time to work out the details and find solutions to your problems. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; tab-stops: list .5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">4)<span style="font: 7pt 'Times New Roman';"> </span></span></span><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Yoga. Here is a <a href="http://vimeo.com/8045412">short routine</a> that makes you feel great. I do not really do it much in the morning, as I snooze to the last moment, but often do it in the evening. I will try to follow my own advice. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; tab-stops: list .5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">5)<span style="font: 7pt 'Times New Roman';"> </span></span></span><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Do not hurry! I am lucky, I have to catch the train so cannot leave the house a minute too late. It gets me to the office with plenty of time to enjoy my breakfast, chat on my phone and read the news without stressing. I highly suggest making sure that you get to work with time to spare. It makes all the difference on the longevity of a bad mood. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; tab-stops: list .5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">6)<span style="font: 7pt 'Times New Roman';"> </span></span></span><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">With that extra few minutes you give yourself by committing to not having to rush, you will have time to look at funny pictures! Funny pictures are my #1 solution to a bad mood. You are forced to smile and even laugh out loud, which naturally releases endorphins. Plus, sharing funny things with others is a great way to bond and share the wealth of a good mood. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; tab-stops: list .5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">7)<span style="font: 7pt 'Times New Roman';"> </span></span></span><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Drink coffee or tea. Caffeine works, and in small doses is not bad for you. Coffee is full of antioxidants. Do not sweeten it (you will get used to the taste after a week or two), and buy some to keep at the office to make yourself so that you don’t go broke from Starbucks visits. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; tab-stops: list .5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">8)<span style="font: 7pt 'Times New Roman';"> </span></span></span><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Listen to the radio while getting ready. Most stations will have a morning show, and they’re meant to aid us with our moods and energy levels. The music played will be upbeat, and the content will be funny. I am a huge believer that comedy helps fix things in life!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; tab-stops: list .5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">9)<span style="font: 7pt 'Times New Roman';"> </span></span></span><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Make sure your alarm isn’t super annoying! I personally wake up to the “Harp” sound on the Iphone. It is fairly quiet but vibrates at the same time and continues on until I acknowledge it. For me, it makes my wake up somewhat tolerable. I can’t help but start my day with a frown when I hear the obnoxious BEEP BEEP BEEP that I used to wake up to. Before I had the Iphone, I would wake up to the radio. Try a few things, and always make sure you have a backup set until you find a foolproof solution. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; tab-stops: list .5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="mso-list: Ignore;">10)<span style="font: 7pt 'Times New Roman';"> </span></span></span><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">If all else fails, just remember that this mood will not last forever; remember that your life doesn’t really suck, and if at the moment it does, repeat the mantra: This too shall pass. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt 0.5in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; tab-stops: list .5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"><br />
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</div>Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-685077088529066052012-03-08T12:22:00.000-08:002012-03-08T12:22:29.282-08:00My thoughts on the whole Kony 2012 thing.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKI4gLARNubLVvMOtOdrCDAZrbH9X0T5SGicSygoejnyf0i7elNQRkJl2J_KULSweAuS9PJ4y56XGId65euvFYmxg8qpPh25P2SKPlRbHz29iZ1ibUC0lcVYDugPMKSSPkFL9xO8exD8r1/s1600/invisible+children.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200px" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKI4gLARNubLVvMOtOdrCDAZrbH9X0T5SGicSygoejnyf0i7elNQRkJl2J_KULSweAuS9PJ4y56XGId65euvFYmxg8qpPh25P2SKPlRbHz29iZ1ibUC0lcVYDugPMKSSPkFL9xO8exD8r1/s200/invisible+children.jpg" width="200px" yda="true" /></a></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Since I spend a lot of time on the internet, I have obviously been exposed to the Kony video by the non-profit organization <a href="https://www.facebook.com/search/results.php?q=invisible%20children&init=quick&tas=0.30328836470372533#!/invisiblechildren">Invisible Children</a>. Now, I didn’t watch it right away due to limited video capabilities at work, so I had all day to read about it before watching it on my iphone on the train ride home. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">After spending the day reading comments, articles and criticism about both Joseph Kony and Invisible Children, the organization that is working to see him captured, I was really expecting am moving video. I have seen so many of my Facebook friends’ post it, and these are people that I had no idea had any interest in human rights. I mean as a human everyone has somewhat of a natural tendency to care about others, but there are some people that actually pursue information about human rights, and others that are actually active in the process of abolishing crimes against humanity. Pretty much everyone was posting it, and it goes to show how far the media will reach. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">The video is good. It was very well done and anyone in film school would receive a good grade for the production. It was moving, but for me not entirely so. As someone that reads a lot of non fiction and has read about human rights atrocities all over the world in great detail, I felt it was lacking the shock value that I think is required to make people really hear and want to make a difference. That being said, I do understand that it needs to appeal to a wide audience and that not everyone is as seasoned as I am as to what goes on in this terrible world. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Throughout the day, I read several articles and Facebook statuses condemning the Invisible Children’s group. They posted the financial stats for the non profit organization, and are accusing them of frivolous spending and not sending enough money to <place w:st="on">Africa</place>. They say that people should know how they are spending the money before donating and that all they are doing is making videos. This is all very true. People shouldn’t open their wallets for any organization with a sad story. It is great to see that people are being critical of things that are being presented to us in the media, especially in the form of viral videos. It is true that the Invisible Children’s group is not sending a lot of aid money to Africa, and are instead making videos and posters and paying employees that are spending their days on social media and are in Washington, as well as all over the world trying to spread the word of this horrible man and the terrible things he is doing to the children of Uganda. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6YxbIszz2eIvFk2180xRJkgj6rvwSHwKNBZRq90AvoUdLTQGEmAO62DNNmm4aQLWI3DJE3czfsxT8r6SNCvCQ_63I9xHVkYm6rLFP7nEnUYc6VJLGYEL79xhq-zgjTe73pl4oN0L3qJ_I/s1600/kony2012.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="117px" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6YxbIszz2eIvFk2180xRJkgj6rvwSHwKNBZRq90AvoUdLTQGEmAO62DNNmm4aQLWI3DJE3czfsxT8r6SNCvCQ_63I9xHVkYm6rLFP7nEnUYc6VJLGYEL79xhq-zgjTe73pl4oN0L3qJ_I/s320/kony2012.jpg" width="320px" yda="true" /></a></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">In this case, I find that people are being overly critical. If you actually watch and listen to the whole video, it is never once stated that they send a lot of money to aid in <place w:st="on">Africa</place>. They are all bout raising awareness. They are spending money making videos, they are meeting with politicians, and they are spreading the word in the best way possible: through social media. Are there many other war criminals that need to be captured? Yes. Does sexual slavery exist in <place w:st="on">North America</place>? Yes, it is quite abundant. Are there major global issues that all need to be addressed? Yes. The problem is that none of this will ever be addressed without awareness. I feel that people should not urge others away from Invisible Children, and that the fact that they might not be that great with money does not make their cause or voice any less credible. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The reason that I am not overly concerned with their financial report is because I appreciate that they made me aware of Joseph Kony. I know about the terrible murders and rapes that happen in <place w:st="on">Africa</place>. I know about the armies of child soldiers. I did not know who was responsible for them, but now I do. I will not donate any money to Invisible Children, because I do not have any to donate, and if I do make a societal contribution, it will be to my local <place w:st="on"><placename w:st="on">Children</placename> <placetype w:st="on">Hospital</placetype></place>. Instead, I will assist their cause, as it is a noble one, by sharing the video, by writing this post, and by talking about it with others. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I urge people to follow the <a href="https://www.facebook.com/search/results.php?q=invisible%20children&init=quick&tas=0.30328836470372533#!/HumanRightsWatch">Human Rights Watch</a>. I have them on Facebook and Twitter, and they are constantly sharing their knowledge of global issues, including issues right here in <place w:st="on">North America</place>. I look forward to Joseph Kony getting arrested, and those poor children getting to lead normal lives. I hope that this video makes people more aware of what is going on in the world, and inspires people to band together and help out. Everyone deserves to be free, and no one should be a slave to anyone. I hope that people do not forget about Kony 2012, or ignore the pleas of Invisible Children based on influence by over critical individuals. </span></div><div class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgQrYYt5b9EpVO7pQKLjONTBHuIT9HM6D7SSWdLR-GCorE78wbChmTXFfaNloHYjghesKfaGLnxmps6YdE_qPUxlvxIjTHqiQncVSVmeNYea1LPXQzqGq_YZxhAcPWtSUWeggTY8Od8bqG/s1600/human+rights+watch.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="96px" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgQrYYt5b9EpVO7pQKLjONTBHuIT9HM6D7SSWdLR-GCorE78wbChmTXFfaNloHYjghesKfaGLnxmps6YdE_qPUxlvxIjTHqiQncVSVmeNYea1LPXQzqGq_YZxhAcPWtSUWeggTY8Od8bqG/s320/human+rights+watch.jpg" width="320px" yda="true" /></a></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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</div>Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-85159282361097606632012-02-14T23:05:00.000-08:002012-02-14T23:05:58.454-08:00Happy Valentines Day!Hello Friends,<br />
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I wanted to post about Valentines Day, and decided that I wanted to share all of the pictures that I came across on Facebook today that made me smile. Hope you enjoy!<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">My best friend on her wedding day 07/02/2012</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/hellokitty">Hello Kitty </a> loves Valentines day!<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The Wall of Love at <a href="http://www.facebook.com/pages/Lavan-Vancouver/147193341986232">Lavan</a></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">My good friends, owners of <a href="http://www.facebook.com/whitealbumphotography">White Album </a></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">My friend Ethel's favorite Valentine: CoCo! </td></tr>
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Hope everyone had a great day, and had a chance to reflect on love at some point. Cheers!Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-39119097975633104932011-12-07T12:27:00.000-08:002011-12-07T12:32:37.993-08:00'Tis the Season<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">It has been a long time since I have blogged. I blame video games. For those of you that don’t know, I am a gamer. Autumn means the release of new games. As a result, autumn also means that my social life, creative activities, and general cleanliness suffer as a result of even more time being spent in front of the PC. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Now, we are headed into winter, and we are being bamboozled by Christmas. Christmas means something different to everyone. Some people have family they only see around the holidays; some have children who excitedly await a visit from Santa Claus. Others embrace the religious aspect of the holiday, and many take the opportunity to give to less fortunate people. The majority of people will spend some time eating drinking and being merry.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">To me, Christmas doesn’t really mean anything. Having grown out of religion, having minimal family (although eternally thankful that the one member of my immediate family shares my views on the holidays) and despising the cold of winter, there is no cause for me to eagerly anticipate the holidays.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The infectious spirit of giving, in my opinion, should be present year round. The fact that there are people that have lost loved ones, are suffering financially, or are far away from home reminds me that these circumstances are constantly present; people shouldn’t feel more forlorn or hopeless simply because it is Christmastime. The commercial aspect I find ridiculous. Even though I have partaken in the past and enjoy selecting gifts for people, I don’t like to expect something equal in return, nor do I like the guilt that accompanies a lavish gift bestowed on me by another. The entire concept of the gift exchange makes me uncomfortable. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">That being said, I am not a scrooge either. Christmas just isn’t important to me. Aside from joking about hating Christmas whilst ordering Vente extra hot Eggnog lattes which I spike with whatever liquor I can find, I don’t regularly speak ill of the holidays. In life, it is the simple things that really inspire merriment for me: sunny days, good health, the internet, and my loved ones. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I don’t wait until Christmas to reflect on how lucky I am to have these things. I don’t humble during the holidays: my 1<sup>st</sup> world problems still exist. I miss my sunny days, but enjoy the long weekend that comes with the holiday. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Today’s blog post is inspired by my current Facebook Status: "There are 2 things that I like about Christmas: Starbucks and the man collecting for Sally Ann that sings at Waterfront Station." I admit, it is annoying that Starbucks starts in with the Christmas theme much too early, but I really really like (spiked) eggnog lattes and Christmas Blend. I like the little butter tarts. I like the eclectic Christmas music blasting through their speakers. For those of you that commute in <city w:st="on"><place w:st="on">Vancouver</place></city>, you will know who I speak of when I mention the man that sings at the station. For as long as I can remember, he is there every morning throughout December, shaking his bells, and singing traditional songs. The acoustics in the Marble floored building are one of kind, and even being of average talent, he sounds amazing. It reminds me of something out of a movie, and I am sure it strikes the giving chord in many of the busy morning commuters. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Due to December being a three paycheque month, I have done some shopping, mostly for myself. I have gotten a couple things for others, but would have done so regardless of the season, and of course I adhered to my commitment to simplicity in all aspects of life. I am ready for the holidays to come and go. I am ready to enjoy this season, as well as the next with very special people in my life. To all my readers, I apologize for my sloth and inability to prioritize, and I encourage everyone to eat, drink and be merry throughout the year. Cheers!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div>Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-63916880776609145812011-11-17T23:11:00.000-08:002011-11-17T23:11:28.666-08:00Outage<div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 9.0pt;">The snow starts falling, the trees break down<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 9.0pt;">The moment I needed, the one I had just found<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 9.0pt;">Ripped away suddenly, no warning, no sound<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 9.0pt;">With anger and frustration, my heartbeat pounds<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 9.0pt;">I find solace in solitude, in silence I stay strong<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 9.0pt;">I should have been prepared for this, I knew all along. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 9.0pt;">The minute the cold comes, I feel it won’t be long.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 9.0pt;">My life now has no meaning, in my heart there is no song. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 9.0pt;">How long will it take for ‘normal’ to return?<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 9.0pt;">What should I do in the meantime, what have I learned?<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 9.0pt;">I exercise some patience, I ignore the yearn, <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 9.0pt;">I wish I could go back; I would have taken my full turn. <o:p></o:p></span></div>Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-41186670451098775102011-09-30T21:41:00.000-07:002011-09-30T23:26:40.942-07:00Back in ActionI have been a very bad blogger. I haven't posted since Labor Day, and the month is already over. My excuse: I have been sick. I didn't recover from my mystery illness until today, pretty much. After being on 3 rounds of antibiotics, having several blood tests and throat swabs, trying Traditional Chinese Medicine, Brazilian Propolis, and Apple Cider Vinegar (all super nasty, but down the hatch they went), and popping a ridiculous amount of vitamins and echinacea, I finally came to a conclusion: It's allergies.<br />
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Of course, I wasn't sure, but there had to be some explanation as to why I was suffering throat pain, lethargy and swollen glands. All the blood tests came back normal (good news!) and I had stopped thinking it was Mono. So, I dug through my bathroom cupboard and found some old Benadryl. Took one, passed out, and woke up the next morning with considerably less throat pain! My constant, perennial, mild allergies, that I have had for the last 10 years were not allowing my throat to heal! I continued with the Benadryl over a few days to ensure that I wasn't simply reaping the benefits of the placebo effect, and then made an appointment with my Dr.<br />
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Of course, I didn't just come to this conclusion myself. The internet helped. Once I thought that it could be caused by allergic complications, I immediately turned to cyberspace to provide me the answers to my many questions: Can post nasal drip cause throat irritation? Can allergies cause your lymph nodes in your neck to swell? Can this constant infection cause exhaustion? Yes, yes, and Yes! I was so relieved, especially since my frequent visits to health forums in the past two months had so far done nothing but convince me I could have Cancer, or some sort of chronic virus!<br />
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Anyway, I was going to post about a new product that I like, but instead I decided to tell you about how I feel better. I am so happy. Health really is #1. Before money, before love, comes health. Health for you and the ones you love. Once you or someone you love loses their health, you will feel petty and silly for ever worrying about money for whining about work, or for letting silly disagreements bring you down. <br />
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I have still be reading your blogs, I just haven't been commenting as much because it would prompt you to visit my site, and I was embarrassed by the gross neglect that my blog has suffered. I was simply too busy pitying myself to write; I was negative, lazy, and completely uninspired. I have been on a high-calorie "I feel sorry for myself cuz I feel like ass, but still have my appetite at least" diet. Now I am getting back to normal, and I am excited to be back in blogging action!<br />
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Hope you are all well. I look forward to catching up and being a part of the blogger community again!<br />
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One more thing: A brave gal that I went to high school with is Running for the Cure, A cure for Breast Cancer, that is. I think there isn't a lot of time left to donate, but I was inspired to share this link since I am so thankful for my health, and really realize how important it is. She is a survivor at the age of 29, which is really an eye opener. It can affect the young as well. Please visit her page <a href="http://www.runforthecure.com/site/TR?px=1783388&fr_id=1284&pg=personal">here and donate if you can. </a>Thanks!Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-16547060385886027582011-09-04T23:39:00.000-07:002011-09-05T02:14:11.092-07:00Happy Labor Day<div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 10pt;">I honestly feel that one of main components of my misery is disappointment. I mean, I’m not a miserable person per se, but we all have our moments of frustration and sadness. I find that for me, those instances are most likely to occur when disappointment is involved. </span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 10pt;">My current disappointment is caused by ruined weekend plans due to sickness. I was all packed and ready to go, but unable to do so due to exhaustion and the possibility that I’m contagious. This form of disappointment is one of the most frustrating, as I have no one to point my finger at. I must simply try to be patient, but as you can read <a href="http://stephblizzack.blogspot.com/2011/03/persuing-patience.html">here</a>, patience is a constant challenge for me. To be angry and my unknown sickness is futile; it just breeds more negative energy inside of me. </span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 10pt;">So, I am trying to keep myself amused, alone and forlorn on this sunny Labor Day long weekend. Here are some of my tools. </span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Good old Family Guy (and Simpsons) reruns always cheer me up for a bit!</td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"></td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"></td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"></td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Gotta trust the herbs! More on the benefits <a href="http://www.nationalnutrition.ca/detail.aspx?ID=4388">here!</a></td></tr>
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</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-size: 10pt;">Hope everyone is enjoying their long weekend! I am getting a ton of rest and doing my best to enjoy my relaxation. Oh and if for some reason you're bored and want to read about something on the internet, read about <a href="http://www.boost-immune-system-naturally.com/health-benefits-of-ginger.html">ginger </a>. It's super yummy and great for you! I've been drinking a ton of tea that I make with it. Cheers!</span></div>Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-86575298916836899912011-08-29T12:41:00.000-07:002011-08-29T12:41:16.520-07:00Tweet Tweet!<br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Well, I finally decided to see what this Twitter thing is all about. I was actually inspired by a fellow blogger Lydia's <a href="http://lydiakang.blogspot.com/2011/06/breaking-twitter-barrier.html">post</a>. She had just signed up for Twitter, and after working through the initial struggles, she seems to ghave gotten hang of it right away! I started to sign in weekly and check out the “Twitterverse”, rather than semi annually. I still didn’t really get the reason for using @, or the #. I would update my status with a random comment, and sign out. I was trying to treat it like Facebook, which I spend a ton of time on, but it is actually really different, almost incomparably so. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">The other night, I had some spare time on my hands and decided to figure it all out once and for all. I was stuck and didn’t know who to follow, what to say, when to use the #, or why I was even there! Then I remembered. One of my Twitter loving friends told me that as a blogger, I should be on there. Of course, I am just getting started and only starting to build my readership, but she said that if I advertise it on Twitter, I’d be sure to gain followers!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">So, back to the other night. I was sitting in front of my huge computer screen (as I am in need of a new laptop, and to cheap to get a real cord for my old one) mulling, and reading, and clicking on things that piqued my interest. I would go to the profiles of my very few followers and see what they did. I just grew more confused as I surfed. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then, I Googled “how to use Twitter”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When in doubt, Google! Alas, there were several tutorials and explanations on how to become a part of the Twitterverse. I clicked the 1st one and only read some of it, as I knew that I just wanted to get started. I’m also not very patient, as I explained in one of my <a href="http://stephblizzack.blogspot.com/2011/03/persuing-patience.html">older blog posts...</a></span><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">So, some of you will see me attempting to Tweet and make sense of the whole thing. Since I only half read the tutorial, I may be doing some things wrong. Forgive me if I am. I am honestly a little overwhelmed by it! I cannot keep up with all of the tweets, and I’m following less than a hundred people! <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s only been a few days and I’ve already wasted several hours on it… Twitter has become part of my daily social networking routine. Next on the list? Google + ( I have an account, but only 2 friends…), but that is a whole other quagmire. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Soon to come: a "Follow me on Twitter" button!!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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I know that I haven't been blogging much lately. I blame it on summer. Here is another easy blog post, but something different as well. I found a poem that I wrote that isn't stupid or depressing (I've been writing since my teens), and a picture I took this summer that I love! With you, I share.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">Honesty comes over me</div><div style="text-align: center;">but we're not face to face. </div><div style="text-align: center;">How different would this all be</div><div style="text-align: center;">If my reality was your embrace. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">This feeling is so pure and serene</div><div style="text-align: center;">stemmed from commonness, likeness, and respect </div><div style="text-align: center;">Like a tranquil, temperate, tantalizing breeze:</div><div style="text-align: center;">A soulful encounter that I didn't expect. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Your presence is a cliche to me</div><div style="text-align: center;">Roses are red after all,</div><div style="text-align: center;">The cherry blossoms for the Japanese, </div><div style="text-align: center;">the long cozy Northwest fall. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">You look at me, and what you see is me</div><div style="text-align: center;">you know exactly how to feel. </div><div style="text-align: center;">I can hardly breathe, need to count to three</div><div style="text-align: center;">It almost all seems to be real! </div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><br />
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Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-54684068724367430672011-08-07T19:23:00.000-07:002011-08-07T19:23:47.529-07:00Hawaii Post!As some of you may remember, I took off for a week in Maui back in April. It was an amazing trip, and I picked a few of my fave pics to share!<br />
Of course, this is a very small selection. One thing I want to ensure that all potential Maui visitors know is that you really should do the Road to Hana. It is one of the most amazing drives I have been on. Maui is breathtaking, the temperature is perfect, and it is the epitome of paradise. Now, to get my shit together so I can move there.... :) I hope you enjoy the pics! <br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">On the way to Haleakala Crater</td></tr>
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">So, as you can see, I was indeed having a rough day. Then, I found out the details of the train delay. Someone (jumped) ended up in front of the train and died. Terrible. Of course, I made fun of the incident a bit because that is how I deal with tragedy, but really I was sickened by the whole thing and felt like a douche for being so irritated by my morning delay. I mean, I am only human and am entitled to my (many bad) moods, but still. That dead guy had a way worse morning than me. Whether it was a suicide or not, to be depressed to the point of ending your life is tragic, and although I don’t understand and barely tolerate depression, I still pity it, and I am still glad that my life is free it. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">The rest of my day was tainted by a melancholy air. This is unusual for me mid-cycle, and I blamed it on the tinge of motion sickness I experienced from having to text message while on the bus. I started to read the news, trying to find out what happened that morning on the tracks. I ended up reading a bit about the humanitarian crisis in Somolia, where innocent people are suffering famine, drought and genocide. Now, I know that it is kind of old news, and that many of us easily turn a blind eye to the crisis’s in Africa, but it really bothered me to read it, and view the pictures of the children suffering from malnutrition. I follow the news on the <a href="http://www.hrw.org/">Human Rights Watch</a> website so I have somewhat of an awareness of the trials of the Somolian people and the terrible conditions of the Kenyan refugee camps. I think the reason that reading about it yesterday affected me more than usual was because I had been soooo upset that morning about being late for work and missing my breakfast and coffee, but really, I have nothing to complain about. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I missed one meal. These people walk for days on end with no food or water, abandoning weaker loved ones on the way. The world is so full of human suffering: of people losing loved ones to famine, disease, or suicide; of women suffering rape and countless forms of abuse in societies where such treatment is the norm. I live in a society where I actually get to complain about being fat. Where the food on my plate is full of nutrients and tastes amazing. A place where I get to both drink and wash my car with delicious, clean, fresh water.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We spend countless precious hours of our lives crying over relationship problems, whining about going to work for 8 hours a day, yelling at our fellow humans for poor service, stressing about not having enough money to buy all the excessive things that we think that we need. All of these negative actions will eventually affect our health, and trust me, when your health goes, you will feel like an idiot for ever worrying about money. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I made it through my bad day. A client came in and started yelling at my colleagues over something so trivial that I had to leave my desk, or else she would have got a lecture on the trials of the Somolian people. The minutes ticked by and eventually I got to board the comfortable, modern, immaculate train to go home. I reflected on how lucky I am: not only am I lucky to have been born here, where my job involves zero physical exertion, and where I get to drink fresh spring water all day at my desk, but also on how happy I am with my frame of mind. I rarely stress about the little things, am healthy (knock on wood) and have surrounded myself with good people who are loyal and that I care about. We all have bad days, or days where we feel sad or angry, and we are entitled to feel that way. I guess my message is to just not let it get you down too much, and try not to sweat the small stuff, because when put in perspective, most of the things in our lives that upset us, are quite small indeed. </span></div>Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-29305217157056869582011-07-13T12:33:00.000-07:002011-07-13T12:50:40.405-07:00Facing Fears (well, one of them)<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I was spending time with my man a couple weekends ago, and he has a motorbike. He has been saying for a year that we are going to go for a ride, but never got around to getting it road ready. I pretended to be genuinely fearless, and agreed that when it was ready, we could go for a ride. In reality, I am scared shitless of anything that goes fast, except for my Honda when I am in the driver’s seat. I was secretly assuming that he would continue to procrastinate and that I would remain off the hook for the time being. Well, finally, it was ready. He asked me if I wanted to go for a ride. I lied and said “Yes!”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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</tbody></table><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Being a couple days shy of summer solstice, it was sunny and warm and many motorbike enthusiasts were out and about. So, he got the R1 all ready. By all ready, I mean, filled up with gas and oil, scrubbed own and towel dried, triple checked to ensure spotlessness. It did look great, as good as new! I was content admiring it from the garage, but it was time to stop admiring it and get on the back. I was instructed that I would need to wear jeans, a long sleeved shirt, socks and proper footwear. Flip flops apparently aren’t proper footwear. When I asked why I needed jeans he said “because it gives you more protection if we crash”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I responded “But, we aren’t gonna crash”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">“Just in case” he said, hopping on the bike. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I didn’t care for the “just in case”. I know that accidents are called accidents for a reason, and that no one intends to crash and that sometimes it’s unavoidable; otherwise they would be called “deliberates”. But still, I was hoping that he would offer me a guarantee that I would be absolutely safe while trying to enjoy the ride. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">After a quick lesson on how to be a good passenger, we were on our way. I was scared of the 1<sup>st</sup> corner, because I had been told to just go with the turn and not fight it. I didn’t really know what that meant, having never rode before, so I was afraid I would screw it up somehow. I took to heart 100% the instruction to hold on tight. I became exhausted from holding on even before we got to the real road! </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">As for the real road, I was not impressed. I was hoping he would take me on some traffic-less back roads, perhaps through the country where there were minimal turns and practically zero chance of colliding with another vehicle. Nope. We went right through town, stopping at stop lights, turning with arrows, and changing lanes. Whenever any of those situations would occur, I would almost hide behind him, careful not to focus too much on the other cars, maintaining such a tight grip with my arms and my legs that I started to get sore. I figured, oh well if I survive this, as least I’ll have gotten a workout out of the deal! <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At one point, I looked around from behind him and noticed that we were turning onto the highway. I was really not cool with that. As soon as we got on and he started going faster, I started to regret the decision to go on the bike. I am terrified of almost everything and I was craving the safety of my little Honda.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As we continued on, my confidence slowly started to increase. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I eased my grip and started to look around a bit. I noticed that the riders of every other bike that passed, whether a sport bike or a hawg, would wave, and he, in turn would wave back. I found this to be an interesting part of the motor bike community!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">We ended up at a nice pullout overlooking the <place w:st="on">Columbia River</place>. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At that point, I wanted to continue riding, and go explore more scenery, but it was time to go. The way back was much easier. I only cringed a little on the turns and I wasn’t deathly afraid of stoplights or the cars around me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At one point I even caught myself thinking about how bad the wind must be for my hair! I realized that my thoughts had migrated from fear for my life to fear of damaged hair, and I felt immensely relieved. I started to almost feel cool!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">When we got back to the house, I was exhilarated and satisfied that I had finally experienced something new. I had faced one of my fears, and was back safe and sound. A couple weeks later, we ventured out again, this time going on a longer ride. It was amazing! I loved being able to feel the coolness of the foliage on the side of the road, and I no longer felt unsafe at all, having survived the last ride. The destination was stunning: a small hike through a forest to an impressive lookout where 5 different mountain peaks are in view. I thoroughly enjoyed being a passenger, and only feel hindered by the fact that my clothing options are limited when going for a ride! My butt got really sore after the long ride, but I can tell that in time that will ease up. I feel safe on the bike now that I realize that I am probably safer on there with a helmet on than I am in my Honda, protected by mere fiberglass and a seatbelt! </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I had been on the back or a motorbike before, in <place w:st="on">Southeast Asia</place>, but this bike is much faster, and going for a ride for pleasure is different than using it for a short trip to a specific destination. It helped that my man is an experienced rider, and that I know he will be extra careful with me on the back. I am looking forward to the next chance to go for a ride, as this is just a new addition to the many things that I love about summer!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Hope everyone else is having a good summer too! Cheers!</span></div>Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-13588317778526520332011-07-07T18:32:00.000-07:002011-07-07T18:32:55.857-07:00Cheers to all!Being Canadian, I am seldom offered the opportunity to celebrate my country or act patriotic. Sure, we have Hockey but if you aren't aware of how we react to our national sport, read my previous post <a href="http://stephblizzack.blogspot.com/2011/06/public-disgrace.html%20">here</a>. July 1st is Canada day. It is the day that marks Canada's birthday. This year, my country turned 144 ( I think), and the day was marked with celebrations including parades, fireworks, a stat holiday (on a Firday, yippee!) and some moderate drunkenness. Some say it is akin to the July 4th celebrations int he USA, but I beg to differ. <br />
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This year was the second year that I missed out on my nations birthday. Instead, I have been in the USA to celebrate their nations independence (well that wasn't my reason for going to the USA, but it just worked out timing wise.) I don't really get it, having only a slight clue ofwhat it is all about (I am neither a history buff or American) but I do know that it is one hell of an excuse to party! This year, I spent the day floating down the Clackamas river getting daytime drunk. It was hot hot hot out , around 30 C, ( I don't know what that is in Fahrenheit) and it was the perfect way to celebrate summer, regardless of my nationality. At night I celebrated by going on a motorbike ride (as a passenger, more on that in an upcoming blog post) to watch some fireworks. <br />
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The 1st thing I noticed when driving through the state of Washington on July 1st was the numerous places to purchase expolisives. I mean, at home we have a handful of places to buy fireworks around Halloween , but nothing for Canada day. We do have fireworks displays, but no one really ventures out to blow up their own, instead flocking to the city or the town square to watch. In the USA, everyone has fireworks! Days before the 4th, the sky will be randomly lit up with colour, even in quiet neighborhoods, and there are people on every corner holding signs to direct traffic to the nearest place to buy them. We went to watch a display, but there were numerous private diplays in every direction. On the ride back, while on the highway, the sky was constantly lit, until after midnite. On the way back from the fireworks show, I noticed that the places to purchase more fireworks was still open even though it was 11 pm! I suppose there could be a few patriots that were runing late and still wanted to blow shit up in the last hour of the 4th... I personally love fireworks, and think it's great that so many people were putting on personal displays. I continued to watch through the window after returning to the house. <br />
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So, I didn't end up getting as drunk or partaking in a BBQ like I did last year, but I smelled BBQ everywhere I went and went for a wonderful patio burger at a pub situated on the Columbia. I feel a tad guilty for missing Canada day 2 years in a row, but I'm sure that my absence went un-noticed. Here is a small shout out to my nation: <a href="http://goodgirlgoneaverage.blogspot.com/2011/07/oooooohhhhhhhhh-canada.html"> link to a post </a>by a fellow blogger listing some wonderful canadian creations. <br />
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I am proud to be North American, proud to be Canadian, and proud of the Americans for partying harder than us on their July holiday. Cheers to all, even if it is a little belated ( I am on vacation and there is a keg of raspberry flavoured beer here....)Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-26461661459998146642011-06-17T14:21:00.000-07:002011-06-17T14:43:18.839-07:00Public Disgrace<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Here is an unfinished post from last week, when my city was alive and joyous due to the NHL playoffs:</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">My city is alive with Canucks fever! If you want to know how I got my seat on the bandwagon, read my previous post <a href="http://stephblizzack.blogspot.com/2011/04/hopping-on-bandwagon.html">here.</a></span><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"> They set up big screens and hundreds of thousands of screaming fans flock to the streets to (hopefully) celebrate a win. Last Friday, we won game 5 on home ice. I didn’t even see the winning goal, as I was a bit far back from the screens. I still knew we scored because it suddenly got so loud! Horns and screams and people holding up their huge homemade <city w:st="on"><place w:st="on">Stanley</place></city> cups. I personally had blue pom poms that I hoarded from my workplace during the Olympics. I had meant to bring some bam bams that I also hoarded, but I forgot. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I sincerely hope that my city can continue to celebrate in such an orderly fashion. I mean, it was incredibly crowded, and there were a lot of intoxicated people, and a huge police presence, but everything seemed calm and orderly. There was the odd person that felt the need to disrobe and climb something, and the police would urge them down, and it was usually slowly done and the police didn’t panic. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">The Olympics really taught Vancouverites how to party. <place w:st="on">North America</place> is one of the only places that prohibit drinking anywhere outside of a restaurant or bar. Many countries have public celebrations with beer kiosks on the streets (mind you, these countries also have a more efficient transit system that runs much later than ours). <place w:st="on"><city w:st="on">Vancouver</city></place> has been labeled “No Fun City” in the past, and any celebration that drew crowds had the police in a panic, resulting in a negative atmosphere, and intoxicated people pushing the limits, fighting, littering, and eventually getting arrested.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The leeway that the police showed us during the Olympics encouraged people act civilized. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I decided to wait to complete this entry and post it, as even at the time, I was unable to believe the words I was typing. Turns out I was right. I was afraid that the actions of my fellow Vancouverites would render me incorrect and embarrassed. It is a good thing I waited. After game 7, on June 15th, riots broke out in downtown Vancouver, resulting in millions of dollars worth of damage, countless injuries, and a complete abandonment of civic pride. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am seriously sickened and upset; it’s an interesting feeling. I haven’t been this disappointed in a long time. I compare the feeling to that of being cheated on. Simply betrayed. I couldn’t tear myself from the television, watching the horrific scene unfold. Hoards of people were causing 1<sup>st</sup> degree mayhem: smashing everything in site, flipping over cars and lighting them on fire, looting form numerous stores. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At first I thought that the police were panicking when they started to unleash tear gas on the crowds and that it was a bad idea that could result in trampling. I also assumed that it would increase the anger in the crowds and that the anger would now be specifically directed at the police. After watching a bit more and talking to people who were stuck in the crowd, I changed my mind… it would have been a tough situation, as it was so crowded, and all police wanted was people to leave.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Young people have always had a bad name. As a semi-young person, I always disagreed, and would think “were not all like that”. The thing about last night is that it wasn’t just a few people acting out. There were over a hundred thousand people crammed into our little streets and it was more than a handful of people damaging property, fighting, throwing Molotov cocktails into stores, looting, blowing up cop cars, and trying to fight police… there were thousands of people protesting nothing. I think that they thought that they were going to “fight for the right to party” but really, they already had that right and will no longer after the other night’s debacle. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">My frustration grew as I<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>heard the newscaster state that it was not safe to get fire and ambulance crews into the downtown core to put out the numerous fires that had been started on the streets (cars, practically every garbage can, and miscellaneous bon fires), <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>but I think that it was less safe to have these fires burning. People were drunkenly beating each other, and several people had to be hospitalized. The ambulance should have been on site in case someone was critically injured. I broke out in goose bumps as I saw the image of an alleged Bruins fan laying on the ground after being assaulted by several men. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">A quote form one of the news anchors: “people were so excited for their beloved Canucks” but this had nothing to do with hockey at all. This was the animal inside of us coming out. It was classic mob mentality; we see it at protests and during wars. This was neither of those things. The images of people running around, looting stores and breaking windows with balaclavas on their faces and t shirts over their heads reminded me of a war zone. It looked like we were under attack by some sort of shady militia. These people came out to the city (for the most part they weren’t downtown residents) and were obviously prepared for mayhem. A bus driver from <place w:st="on">Surrey</place> was on the news stating that she overheard several conversations while driving people from surrey out to the train stations. The disaster that erupted was completely pre-meditated. Truly 1<sup>st</sup> degree. . They were armed with hammers and miscellaneous weapons. They were obviously armed with explosive liquid for Molotov cocktails ahead of time, as it would have been difficult to obtain during the riot… there were countless being thrown into building, police cars, etc. This would have happened even if we won the stupid hockey game. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">In a situation like this, people look around for someone or something to blame. It wasn’t hockey, it wasn’t the police. It was partly the thugs that insisted on gross misconduct, and it was partly the fault of the city and CBC for encouraging people to assemble on the streets and assuming that they would simply have a good time. I think that most to blame is the internet revolution. A lot of bystanders remained, causing a lot of congestion in the crowds. They were all taking video and pictures, immediately uploading them to Facebook, Youtube, etc. they didn’t want to leave because the wanted to catch the next big thing that happened on film. They wanted to be the 1<sup>st</sup> to post it. I may have done the same thing if I was there. Or not, it’s hard to say. I’d like to say that I would have been so disgusted by the scene that I would have attempted to leave. I like to think I am<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>smart enough to not ignore the riot act “ if you leave we will eave you alone, if you stay further action will be taken and you will be arrested” but, perhaps the journalist that dwells deep inside of me would have been compelled to stay. All I know is that if I was in any way participating, it would have been caught on camera. I would get fired from my job in an instant. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I shudder at the thought of all the suburban people that came out to cause trouble, drinking all day in the city and then getting in their cars and driving home. If you are intoxicated enough to burn police cars, then you probably shouldn’t be driving. I fight tears when I hear of critical injuries and stabbings. I am appalled by the thought of the normal families that were attending the show at the <place w:st="on"><placename w:st="on">Queen</placename> <placename w:st="on">Elizabeth</placename> <placename w:st="on">Theatre</placename></place> that weren’t allowed to leave and were locked inside for hours because it was not safe to leave. All of this started to happen in broad daylight! None of the participants even considered that they weren’t anonymous. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><a href="http://img.totalomnicide.com/images/50134688934659419591.gif" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; cssfloat: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://img.totalomnicide.com/images/50134688934659419591.gif" t8="true" /></a><span style="font-size: 10pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I am currently reading “<place w:st="on">Paradise</place>” by <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Toni_Morrison">Toni Morrison</a>. This author is a</span><span style="font-size: 10pt; mso-ansi-language: EN;"> <span lang="EN">Nobel Prize and Pulitzer Prize-winning American novelist. Some of you may have watched the movie “Beloved”, which I recall as being complex, dramatic and peculiar. I didn’t know that <place w:st="on">Paradise</place> was written by the same author as beloved when I picked the book off my shelf. </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span lang="EN" style="font-size: 10pt; mso-ansi-language: EN;">I rarely buy books from a bookstore at full price (unless it’s a <a href="http://www.randomhouse.com/features/murakami/site.php">Haruki Murakami </a><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>book, because those are seldom given away or sold for cheap). I think that I acquired this book from a huge clearance sale at a mall bookstore. I had gone to the mall to go to Cobbs Bread, and spotted tables set up in the middle of the mall. Turns out, the bookstore was clearing out all their old stock for unheard of prices. Books were being sold for as little as one to three dollars a book, brand new, and some hardcover! I went to town! I grabbed two big boxes and started filling them up with random books. I would give it a short glance to make sure it wasn’t a romance novel or self-help book, and throw it in the pile. I ended up with a couple cookbooks, some interesting non-fiction, and countless novels, including <place w:st="on">Paradise</place>. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span lang="EN" style="font-size: 10pt; mso-ansi-language: EN;">Now, I am not ready to fully critique the book just yet, as I am only half way through. It is taking me awhile because it is tedious. I have read some literature, a long time ago. I like to genre-hop and can basically read anything. I do, however, really like to indulge in some good spy-fiction. I like my books the way I like my meals: indulgent, savory, and satisfying. <place w:st="on">Paradise</place>, so far, is proving to be the opposite. I wouldn’t say that it bores me, but I am definitely not excited by it. I often find myself confusing characters, or drifting off while reading poetic descriptions of how conversations are being held. I am longing for basic descriptions of the characters and setting, so I can quickly form a picture in my head to have while continuing to read. To me, it is about the character and the story, not by how well it is written. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I almost feel as if I should be taking notes while reading!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span lang="EN" style="font-size: 10pt; mso-ansi-language: EN;">I was starting to feel inferior. Am I really that out of practice? I have read quite a few heavy books, including ones covering slavery, and the holocaust…have I really dumbed myself down that much by neglecting my bookshelf as of late? Perplexed by these questions, I did what I always do when I am in doubt: I consulted the internet. I immediately felt better after reading the 1<sup>st</sup> review (I can’t recall the site offhand; I was reading on my iphone browser while commuting). The reviewer was equally confused and irritated by the book. Then, I went on to read the rest. Most of the readers loved the book and gave it a high star rating, and all the same readers found it to be challenging and confusing at times. Many have read it over, and almost everyone said that it was a challenge worth accepting. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span lang="EN" style="font-size: 10pt; mso-ansi-language: EN;">I try to keep these reviews in mind as I trudge through the book. I try to enjoy the language and view it as poetic instead of condescending. I try to choose to read it over napping on my evening commute. I hope that in the end, my effort it worth it. After this, I think I may have to pick a Robert Ludlum off my shelf! </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Yesterday I had an awesome idea for a blog post. I was laying on my loveseat and it came to me. I remember lounging there and brainstorming it for a bit. It was such a great idea that I knew that it would resonate with me until I got to my PC. I considered sending myself a text on my phone, but the idea was so inspiring that I didn’t deem it to be necessary. I was excited about it and couldn’t wait to write about it. It wasn’t a product push (for a change) but it was exactly the type of thing that I was planning on writing about when I decided to start blogging. Now, it is that time of day. Mid afternoon, I have been fed and caffeinated. It is sunny, it is Friday and I am energetic and in good spirits. I pull up Microsoft Word. I forgot my idea. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Have you ever tried to recall something from your memory, only to discover that it is possible to achieve a complete blankness of the mind? That is what happened to me today. It is similar to trying to figure out what movie a certain actor was in, or the name of a forgotten acquaintance. The more I tried to recall the idea, the less coherent thoughts I had at all. It could possibly be the most frustrating thing ever! It’s almost as if I could feel the proverbial wheels turning in my cranium, trying to ignite some sort of useful spark to light up the ol’ memory. Nothing. So, here I am, blogging about my inability to remember the good idea I had for my blog. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Going forward, I will make sure I document my ideas as they come. This has happened before, and I should have learned from those experiences, but I wasn’t as excited about those ideas. I always dismissed it as a fleeting inspiration that must have not been that important to me after all, since I had forgotten it. I do often text message myself ideas as they come, (and yes, sometimes I get excited thinking someone is texting me even though the vibration comes in tandem with a “message sent” notification) but haven’t revisited any of those ideas yet, as I am seldom at a loss for what to write about.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Today would have been a great day for that, but I was so inspired by my inability to remember my initial inspiration that I felt compelled to write about that instead. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Does this happen to anyone else? Or are you all more proactive in documenting your ideas? What method do you use to prevent good ideas from slipping away?</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Hope you all have a great weekend! Cheers!</span></div>Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-19048268766610819032011-06-01T15:01:00.000-07:002011-06-01T15:11:56.706-07:00My Head Hurts!<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">My head hurts.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Like, all the time. Sometimes I experience sensitivity to light, sometimes to sound. I constantly experience sensitivity to the people around me. Having a headache makes it impossible to tolerate anything. I try to suffer through it until medication is absolutely necessary. I know that all the OTC pain medications can have negative effects my organs and that I will (and have) develop a tolerance to them from continued usage. I usually save the pill-taking for extra-curricular activities, and try to just grin and bear it through my workday. This doesn’t always provide a positive experience for my clients and colleagues, but to me my health is #1. Even when I take pills, sometimes I don’t experience any relief. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Occasionally, I am forced to take a prescription muscle relaxant and just go to sleep. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I know that I am not the only person that endures impairment from headaches. It is one of the most common complaints in the workplace. They occur for many different reasons: stress, hunger, menstruation, nutrient deficiency, exposure to chemicals, loud noises… It’s different for all sufferers. Mine are due to extensive soft tissue damage in my back and neck from several car accidents. I try to go to massage therapy as often as possible, stretch daily, use a heating pad, and exercise to strengthen the back and neck area. I get a bit of relief sometimes, but nothing permanent. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Being somewhat concerned about the effects of unnatural substances, I always seek a natural alternative. I have discovered an <a href="http://www.calianatural.com/essentialoils">aromatherapy </a>product that seems to help somewhat. If you scroll down to almost the bottom of the page on that link, you will see the headache blend. I use it when I feel a headache starting, and I swear, some days it keeps me from reaching that melting point. I rub a small about on the back of my neck, behind my ears and sometimes on my temples. I always put a bit under my nose so that I can reap the benefits of it every time I inhale. I have tried other blends from other aromatherapy companies, but they do not seem to give me any effects. This is why I think that it may not be simply the placebo effect when I apply this product. I know it seems like I have been pushing a lot of products lately but I strongly believe in natural alternatives, and I want to share anything that I find that is effective!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Do any of you suffer from headaches? If so, what kind? Have you found any solutions? Please share! </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Cheers!</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://img.totalomnicide.com/images/59942063554898153702.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240px" src="http://img.totalomnicide.com/images/59942063554898153702.jpg" t8="true" width="320px" /></a></div>Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-22433507072523737022011-05-26T16:03:00.000-07:002011-05-26T16:03:34.461-07:00My Review of Lush Solid Shampoo<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://img.totalomnicide.com/images/93221909047558906094.gif" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://img.totalomnicide.com/images/93221909047558906094.gif" t8="true" /></a></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I have always been known, not only to myself, but also to my group of friends, for having awesome hair. It’s long and shiny and manageable. I can wear it either curly or straight. Its really the only thing I have going for me. And I embrace it by keeping it long, clean (for the most part), and wearing it down as often as possible. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I recently saw a picture of myself, where my hair was straightened and worn down, and it looked frizzy and terrible. It wasn’t shiny and it was completely lackluster. It looked thin and dry. This troubled me. I sporadically suffer form itchy scalp and have started using a shampoo that called itself “organic”. Upon reading the ingredients, I discovered a plethora of chemicals in it, and couldn’t pronounce the majority of the contents. There were natural additives, but I was still washing my hair and scalp with the chemicals that I was trying to avoid. The bottle said “no laureth sulfate” which I thought was great, since I have suffered rashes and irritation many times due to this foaming agent. Unfortunately, there were other chemicals in it that worked the same way, so my hair problems hadn’t ceased.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I was at a loss; I had used an all natural shampoo in the past but wasn’t fully satisfied with the results or the fragrance. It was pricy and didn’t quite fix my scalp issues. I also felt like I was using more to get it to foam. I started looking for natural products on the internet. I decided to pursue the <a href="http://www.lush.ca/shop/english">Lush</a> products. I read everything on the internet about all their products and deicide to give the solid shampoo and conditioner a try. I thought I was strange and wasn’t sure that it would foam or smell good or work. So I read user reviews. They were all good. The <a href="http://www.lush.ca/shop/products/haircare/solid-shampoos/">solid shampoos</a> and <a href="http://www.lush.ca/shop/products/hair/conditioners/jungle">Jungle Conditioner</a> are cheaper than the Lush liquid variety, and since this is only a trial, I figured it would be safer to err on the side of cheap! I dismissed the users that wrote the positive reviews as hippies, but vowed to make my way to the Lush store on the next sunny day. (The rain is no good for my hairstyle.)</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">After sniffing many of the urinal-puck shaped shampoos, I decided on <a href="http://www.lush.ca/shop/products/hair/solid-shampoos/seanik">Seanik</a>. Not only is it blue (I like blue) and fresh smelling, the internet said that it was good for providing shiny manageable hair. I absolutely love love love it! My hair is back to what it once was. My scalp feels clean and moisturized, my hair smells great and it feels soft and thick. I have received dozens of compliments! My hair has gone from greasy, lifeless, and frizzy to shiny and manageable, as promised! This is all in conjunction with the Jungle Conditioner, which is the only solid one that they sell. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I highly recommend Lush Solid Shampoo and Conditioner. I rarely have this many good things to say about a product, but this stuff is amazing. The price is right, it’s easy to use, and there are no plastic bottles! I look forward to trying more of their products, but I have vowed to run out of everything before I buy more!</span></div>Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-83106074168343913822011-05-17T16:00:00.000-07:002011-05-17T16:51:15.920-07:00Grouponing!<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I have recently succumbed to pressure from friends to sign up for <a href="http://www.groupon.com/">Groupon</a>.</span><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I hesitated at first. I am known for finding good deals, but have never used coupons before. I was wary of presenting a coupon at a dining establishment, and I was unsure that the savings would be worth the effort.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">The 1<sup>st</sup> Groupon I purchased was for <a href="http://www.charmmodernthai.com/">Charmed Modern Thai</a>. The cost was $15, but was worth $30 at the establishment. I coerced two coworkers into giving me $5 each and purchased it on my visa. The purchasing process was seamless, and when I checked my statement, there were no excess fees or taxes, just a straight $15 to Groupon. We ventured out for lunch on a cold rainy comfort-food type of day, and arrived at the restaurant which we didn’t even know existed. Our lunches were excellent, including Tom Yum soup and fried wonton for an appetizer, and we left feeling content, satisfied and in full agreement that the Groupon was $15 well spent. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I am new to this, so have only purchased one other Groupon. This is for <a href="http://www.hawaiiancafe.com/">Patrick's Hawaiian Cafe</a><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>in <city w:st="on"><place w:st="on">Portland</place></city>. Unfortunately, I was unable to use the Groupon on that specific day, as it was Mother’s day, and the not-so-fine print on the Groupon clearly stated that it was not usable on Mother’s Day. I was momentarily disappointed, but the remembered that I wasn’t overly concerned about the deal. The point of Groupon (the restaurant ones at least) , is to inspire me to try new places! My companion (who lives near the restaurant) had not tried Patrick’s Hawaiian Café either, and since we both love hawaiian food, I figured it was worth a shot! The food was awesome, the service was friendly, and the prices were reasonable even when paid at full. I will definitely go back, not only to get the $20 worth of food for $10, but also to try a couple different things on the menu that I was having trouble deciding between (mmm Pineapple Chicken…)</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">So far, my experience with Groupon has been great. I quickly got over the stigma around presenting a coupon for food. The restaurant owners welcome them, as they sign up for Groupon and offer these good deals to drive traffic into their establishments. Groupon users are also known to tip well, as we are usually getting at least 50% off of our meals, and of course, that practice is always welcomed. Service is usually excellent, as they see a Groupon customer as an opportunity to acquire repeat business. I have added the site to my daily morning internet routine, and the biggest effort on my part in all of this is to exercise will power! It is so easy to purchase things that I really don’t need or wouldn’t usually purchase because of the good deals! That reminds me, it’s time to check today’s deals!</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://img.totalomnicide.com/images/06303973161640851278.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" j8="true" src="http://img.totalomnicide.com/images/06303973161640851278.jpg" /></a></div>Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-30887107984286540582011-05-13T16:40:00.000-07:002011-05-13T16:40:57.635-07:00The Value in Taking Things Slow.<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I am surrounded by friends, acquaintances and colleagues that experience different relationship dynamics in all areas: friends, lovers, family, co-workers, etc. Some of the people around me are happily married and having children, some are less happy but in relationships, some have important family ties, while others have no family at all. I am surrounded by people who are confused, have broken hearts, or are celebrating a new love. I adhere to my commitment to stay mum about my friends personal lives and I am not comfortable writing about my own life adventures, (This isn’t Sex and The City, and I am not Carrie Bradshaw).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This is primarily just a generalization of my opinion on the things that I see and hear. Having acute observation skills and constantly being inspired by my observations leads me to write about an important component of all relationships that is often forgotten: The value in taking things slowly. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I strongly believe that patience is useful in all relationships. If people would slow down when communicating they would have more time to listen, understand and respond. These fundamentals are important in all conversations, but they are especially important in conversations with those that one holds dear such as family, friends, and romantic partners. If people would slow down when making new friends, they would allow themselves time to get to know their new friends, and they would be able to know<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>both<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>which part of their life this new friendship will enrich as well as how this friendship can possibly hinder them. I would like to focus today on the effects that haste can have on romantic relationships, as I think these are the types of relationships that are most often rushed, and that they can be most affected when patience is neglected. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">One of the tools that is literally at our fingertips to assist us in our search for love is the internet! Once can decide that they’re ready to settle down and click away. Many are in a hurry to find the<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"> one</i>, as they feel lonely, are on the rebound, or need to keep up to their biological clock. Whether they are just looking for sex, simple companionship or the real deal doesn’t change the one common ground: the need to get the show on the road as soon as possible. I found this out when I had a profile up on a dating site. I put up a picture that didn’t show my face, included a very short write-up that was kind of a joke and included no information about who I really am. I got tons of messages! I would check the inbox periodically, click on the senders profile and usually delete the message after seeing their picture. This was an immediate problem for me; I do not adhere to a personal criteria when it comes to what I want in a man. I felt shallow rejecting these guys, but I did so anyways, and I assume that is what most people do on these sites. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I replied to a couple of the messages, and the men on the other end always wanted to meet right away. I hesitated because my time is valuable and I am not going to relinquish an evening of my hobbies and relaxation to spend time with someone I don’t know. Safety wasn’t my concern; I just felt that it was not a very efficient way to spend my precious time. My profile did say that I was looking for talk/e-mail, and I found it a tad audacious that people would ignore what it is I actually wanted. This didn’t last very long; I realized that I wasn’t lonely or looking for anything at all. I was basically just doing it because everyone else was, and pretending I was normal and not completely reclusive. If I was to spend time with someone it would be because I was genuinely interested in them, and not because I was trying to see if I could be genuinely interested in them. I never met anyone from the site and instead took the time to ponder the value in taking things slowly. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I am constantly observing people rushing into things. They are surprised when they discover a character trait in the person they are romantically involved with that they find unacceptable. Since they are so invested in the relationship, they attempt to force themselves to accept this, or they try to change this trait in the other person. Unfortunately, one person cannot change another. It is within our human brains to accept things about other people. In order to know if you can accept someone and all their faults, you need time to get to know them and all their faults, and remember that everyone will have faults. Hell, I even annoy myself sometimes! You need to make sure that you aren’t being used for a rebound, that this person doesn’t have a hang up on the past, and that this person’s hygiene and neatness is acceptable. People spend their whole lives bickering about impractical things, becoming angry and saying hurtful things to each other, being unsure if what they are doing in life is what they want to. They could have just taken the time in the first place, learned about their partner’s deficiencies, and accepted or rejected them. At the beginning of a relationship, once the initial endorphins wear off, it is much easier to let someone go than later on once you have infused your entire lives together. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I am afraid that I am offending many of my readers, as most people I encounter tend to rush into things. I hope that people can take this entry as advice instead of criticism, because that is my intention. I do not think that online dating is harmful or detrimental, it just isn’t for me. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have spent many years of my life in less than perfect situations, and have learned a lot from my experiences as well as the experiences of the individuals around me. I have learned that love isn’t the most important thing in life that nobody is perfect no matter how badly you want them to be. I have learned that happiness cannot be given to you by another person; it is within yourself to find and share. Everything I have been through and everything I have taken from others has taught me that life’s to short to not take things slowly. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Cheers! Have a great weekend everyone!</div>Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8199717575106598588.post-79389076169483384362011-04-30T14:40:00.000-07:002011-04-30T18:14:58.144-07:00Pondering Politics<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">I have always been non-political. There have been times that I tried to care. I would follow the speeches and read up on the false promises. I engaged in discussion with my friends and let them influence my vote. One day, I realized that the facts I was spewing in regards to the candidates were all nothing but verbal plagiarism. I was simply repeating what the people around me had said, and pretending to have a genuine opinion. My best friend has a degree in political science. She has a genuine opinion on politics, and I trust and respect her judgment. Since she was informed, I would vote how she encouraged me to. When I mimicked quips and facts from her it wasn’t necessarily an attempt to sound smart, but rather an attempt to include myself in the wave of discussion and debate that periodically sweeps our nation and province. I felt like it was blasphemous to admit that I didn’t care, and to allow sloth to prevent me from standing in line at the polls. I read peoples facebook statuses that state that it is my responsibility as a Canadian to vote, that I have a choice and a voice and that this is my big chance to be heard! If I dared mention to a client or co-worker that I simply wasn’t interested in the candidates or the election, I was venerable to a verbal attack. Since I don’t like getting attacked, I lied. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">After a few years of being under the rule of the party that I was encouraged by many to vote against a few years ago, I have made a few observations. I am a common citizen, the epitome of Average Joe. I live paycheque to paycheque, struggle to afford luxuries such as vacations and entertainment, and have little to no back-up plan. I work full-time and a good chunk of my income goes to taxes. Sometimes I get annoyed at our social system, our health care system and even our school system. I feel like there is too much coming out of my pocket and that I am supporting people’s drug habits and poor lifestyle choices. Then I realize that it has always been like that. As long as my country is to remain semi-socialist, it isn’t going to change. So, what is the trade? The social system keeps our <a href="http://www.statcan.gc.ca/pub/85-002-x/85-002-x2001011-eng.pdf">crime rates low</a>. The healthcare system is far from perfect, but has always fulfilled my basic needs, now as much as ever. Our roads are fairly safe and constantly improving. Although it isn’t perfect, it is a far cry from terrible. I live in a nation where I get to complain about having too much to eat, where the most recent cause of discomfort was due to my internet being down for an hour, and where our tap water is clean, safe and delicious. It is a country where I receive a fair and impartial trial for any offense that I commit, and where our jails are clean and safe. No country is free of corruption, but here the corruption isn’t in my face, which is important to me. I feel that all of the current candidates will be able to maintain those things for me, regardless if any of the negative things they are saying about each other are true. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: justify; text-justify: distribute-all-lines;">I reserve my right to not vote in the coming election. I feel that whatever party is in power, the fundamentals of our country will remain in tact. I think that it would be irresponsible of me to go to the polls without being informed, and frankly, I have better things to do with the little bit of spare time I have than get informed. In fact, each commercial I see on TV encourages me to NOT vote. They encourage me to discourage such childishness. If I was to vote, my decision would be based not on the false promises and the dirt dug up on each other, instead it would be based on 1<sup>st</sup> impressions and appearances. I wouldn’t know who to vote for: Stephen Harper has creepy vampire eyes, Jack Layton has a stupid mustache, and the Liberal guy has a strange name and bad hair. The Green Party leader could lose a few pounds, and voting green is just a thrown vote anyways and not worth sacrificing my spare time. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://img.totalomnicide.com/images/81652806703698674897.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="179px" j8="true" src="http://img.totalomnicide.com/images/81652806703698674897.jpg" width="320px" /></a></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">So, to all my fellow Canadians that are political and that are informed and that don’t mind spending their time on this sort of thing, thank you, for taking the time to make an informed decision, and for not judging me on my refusal to do so. </div>Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01819006501794799609noreply@blogger.com0